the waiting game

I feel like I am in a holding phase. I am constantly trying to figure out what money I need to live on, which sub jobs I absolutely have to take (so burned out on subbing right now!) , trying to get all my stuff in for school in the fall, and in the meantime trying to relax and enjoy life. Is that possible? I just feel overwhelmed today. I hope things get better. I woke up to a dusting of snow, so that was nice...
I didn't get the job I wanted... I am sort of in a yucky mood today, so that's it for now.
Peace out.